I hate feeling fat
So my shitty ex already has his new girlfriend. They were seeing each other behind my back but it hurts even more that they are now official. I don’t get why I can’t just lose my feelings for him. I don’t want to care I just want to forget and move on with my life. It has been a month so my friends really don’t want to hear how I still cry when I see him all over her. Fuck my life
How do people move on from crappy relationships? All I was to do it get a new life but it is SCARY to think about getting out there.
One side of me really wants me to make a few bad decisions and make out with guys I have never met before but on the other hand I really want to stay single an keep away from men in general. Most importantly I want to forget about my ex and start a new phase. It may be a good idea to stay distracted for a while.
Growing up
I am 17 and experienced my first spell of heart break. In my freshman year I started dating a guy that I had had a crush on for a few years prior. We dated for 2 years and 9 months with plans to move in together to go to college and build a life together. Then out of the blue he takes to displaying his true character. He dumped me for a girl with the same name as me and like to prance around with him on his arm the day after he broke my heart. What a dick! He dates me for years treats me like crap half the time and shoves the new girl in my face. After the crying had stop all my friend had felt it was time to tell me all he times they caught him cheating on me. Things seriously just got better and better. I lived in some sad fantasy world where some one might actually respect me.
It’s been a month and things are getting easier, but let me tell you I was nothing a heap of tears for about two weeks. Dear lord if I knew it was going to hurt so bad I would have stayed a little further from relationships. Still things are looking up and finally I am gaining a little but of hope for finding people that can be loyal to me on any level.
How do I start to date again?! I am 17 and have dated the same ass hole my whole life. My flirting skills are zip zero nada. Beyond that how do you find a nice guys. I am too young to get too far out there. Plus I would enjoy spending my time with someone who is more mature who is not interested in sex cause guess what I want to hold it till marriage and that is why boyfriend number one dumped me.
Alright that is my bitch fest…..any advice would help out a emotionally stressed teenager
